I  suddenly became very emotional and I want to pour it somewhere

I have a crush on one guy. He’s 100% perfect, while I’m obese weird quiet nerd (without the part of being actually smart)

My first year I just searched for him with my eyes and quickly look away when he was looking to not be creepy

I assumed I have no chance so all I can do is admire his marvelous features in simply 

Ａｅｓｔｈｅｔｉｃ way

Now, after summer break, we meet so often my feelings flood

It’s crushing me, but I don’t want it to stop

This means this ship sails itself, OTP confirmed

(no, really, requirement to became my OTP is to crush my heart into million pieces)