Hey, I've seen that ask where you told how yesterday was and, damn, yesterday for you was lit. xD With all the falling and getting stuck, I mean. Is it always that much of a mess when you get back home? Oh, and by the way. You're in the university right? What do you study?

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haha no, it was only now xD last year i lived somewhere else and my ex-flatmate agreed to keep my things in her basement during holidays
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also when i moved previous parts i was taking less things (and much lighter x_x)
i study chemical engineering, or translated literally- chemical technology
😉 and you? studying something or planning to do so?

Wow, that’s really neat. What made you chose that area? & Well, when I ended high school, I decided I was not going to college, due to many factors, being my mental illnesses at the top of the list. You see, I was studying arts, and I had allot of work to finish each week, and dealing with that large amount of work, and dealing with depression and anxiety at the same time… It did not end well. I had a breakdown (I believe it’s how you call it) and it was awful. I figured I couldn’t handle more years studying anything. (Not to mention how I lost my passion for drawing.) For the last 2 years I’ve been at home trying to get better and after this summer I’m going to start to look for a job. I guess, sorry for the “sob story”? xD I can’t help but to sound depressing sometimes, I hope that’s okay?

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i hope it’ll get better for you, that you’ll win against these illnesses and find a good job!!
i was always good at science subjects (not physics tho), but didn’t want to have too much cramming like in med studies, thought that chemist will have more job offers than mathematician, don’t want to end up as teacher though so i didn’t choose normal chemistry but engineering one.